I don't know if this logic is any good but here goes.
A few people have been bothering me about pda, mini dixon, Navit for cats sake, Katlin for Nezzie I guess? Anyway, I was kinda feeling bad because I had been angry about Nezzie being like that with me in front of Megan. In the long run though, I thought about it, and Megan never complained once, and now were finally happy and people wont stop crying about it. Quote Kevin Zhao "Cry Babies"
Mini Dixon needs to make up his mind he's already gone gay and back, and cried over two other relationships, should I feel bad for him? I kinda think its his own fault, I guess he's just having bad luck, I kinda did the same thing. I don't know though, I've never been in the situation where I didn't get the girl, I've always felt guilty about that.
Cat, shes been in a relationship for almost 2 years? How can she just drop navit like that, once again I did the same thing, but I realized a bit sooner into my relationship, and if you think about it, even though it had been 4.5 months we only saw eachother once a week. I've seen Megan twice as much as Nezzie, diving, she would come over all the time, hanging out after school now.
To say it like it really is instead of sugar coating it up, I won stop being a sore losers. I want to be happy too, sorry theres only one Megan. If you love her so much kill me, thats the only way I'm giving her up.
[edit] I just fought Joel, now that I'm writing this, I feel the tears coming back. I don't know what it was, but when I fought him, I didn't even try to fight back. I kinda just made him come at me, and beat the s**t out of me. Even though it didn't hurt, it was kinda like, I felt the hatred. I felt the hatred of everyone that was mad at me, it never real clicked, I just kinda ignored everyone. After he had beat me up enough, I just said I had used my legs to much and I was tired. I thought, I got hit just as hard as them and I'm not even hurt, I took way more of a beating, why do I feel like I'm going to cry. It's coming back now, its hard to think about. I had some other theories to why it made me cry, like, it made me feel weak because I couldn't hit very hard, or that it was because I wasn't the strongest anymore, and I'm used to my place on top... I don't know. The other theory was that I died, and I lost Megan QQ Acted tough and got owned...
[edit] I guess it wasn't really hatred it was more like pain.
Kevin's Fight!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5TfFhw1NIo
