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According to mom, sitting in my room all the time makes me tired.

...What?

No. The fact that I never sleep makes me tired.

I'll admit a flaw of mine. Once I find one of someone ELSE'S flaws, if that person bothers me, I try to tie that flaw into everything they do or say that irks me.

Like just now, in my mind, I was trying to tie the whole delusion my mother has of a perfect family into her thinking sitting at the comp makes me unbearbly exhausted.

-____-; I need to fix that. (My flaw, but not the one about sitting in front of the comp.)

I have a minor headache at the moment, and I'm listening to System of A Down, like I haven't in a long, long time.

Hey-o, hey-ooo. Ben didn't say s**t this morning when we walked into class. Heh. He had his mind beaten into the ground. He's lost.

Yes, I'm gloating. I'm guilty of doing that, and I know I should knock it off.

I guess I'm in one of those moods where I'm vulnerable, in the way that I could easily reveal each and every one of my faults.

But a greedy side of my mind is keeping me from doing it.

But at the same time, I feel like you guys deserve to know what's wrong with me, as some of you don't seem to be willing to admit any problems.

*Shrugs* I'll shut up. I make myself sound fake...