This blade slides across my skin like thunder.
The blood rushes from underneath.
I can feel myself go just a little number.
The pain of my life is all flashing by.
How no one notices or cares how I feel.
I feel so unreal but when I make this pain I feel like it won't matter anyway.
They say every one has ways to manage stress.
My way is cutting.
It's the overwelming feeling of emptyness and despaire.
When the blood rushes down my arm I don't care it makes the tears go away just for a momment.
It's all I needis that moment.
]The blood rushes from underneath.
I can feel myself go just a little number.
The pain of my life is all flashing by.
How no one notices or cares how I feel.
I feel so unreal but when I make this pain I feel like it won't matter anyway.
They say every one has ways to manage stress.
My way is cutting.
It's the overwelming feeling of emptyness and despaire.
When the blood rushes down my arm I don't care it makes the tears go away just for a momment.
It's all I needis that moment.
