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On Monday, a day that should be a pain in the a**, has slightly gotten worse.

This day was a day that I wanted to ask my long-time crush (Mateuz Bratko) to go out with me. I even got dressed up(wearing a cute top, some jewelry and some lip gloss), for what was supposed to be a special day.Then all hell broke loose.
I got me, Courtney, and Lauren to go to the library with me, hoping to get the courage to ask him.At first, I asked Courtney to ask if he liked me, so I wouldn't embarrass myself. She did(I specifically heard since I hid behind a pile of books) and he apparently said that he wasn't interested in me. At first, I was fine, knowing that I got the truth this time(you don't want to know what LAST time is...).But when I went to gym class, all of a sudden I started bawling(Mateuz is in my gym class as well).It was really embarrassing, and I never meant to start crying all of a sudden.But this doesn't mean I won't be his friend, and since he's my friend, I don't want to stop a good friendship because of my selfishness.

p.s.-This means I'll always love meh best buddies... =D