I know you're using me
And I'm using your love to
Eventhough it's not a reality
It's better when I'm with you
I don't want to be as alone as I feel
Inside this cold heart you've yet to see
The termoil and pain within, is so unreal
Better off trapped here, than alone and free
The things I do to myself
Are so much worse than yours
Bleeding alone, killing my health
Now, no blades, behind closed doors
I hold the key in my trembling hands
Yet I'm too afraid to turn the lock
I'm subconciously misunderstood
It's no suprise, not a bit of shock
It hurts to be constrained
But I can't let myself go free
All the pain that's scarred, stained
Envelopes me in who I've come to be
And I'm using your love to
Eventhough it's not a reality
It's better when I'm with you
I don't want to be as alone as I feel
Inside this cold heart you've yet to see
The termoil and pain within, is so unreal
Better off trapped here, than alone and free
The things I do to myself
Are so much worse than yours
Bleeding alone, killing my health
Now, no blades, behind closed doors
I hold the key in my trembling hands
Yet I'm too afraid to turn the lock
I'm subconciously misunderstood
It's no suprise, not a bit of shock
It hurts to be constrained
But I can't let myself go free
All the pain that's scarred, stained
Envelopes me in who I've come to be
