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Learning to fly.
So today seems to have turned out amazing. Let me get this out of the way first. I graduated high school, its over, and I'm going back tomorrow to see Megan and all my ram period friends.

Now onto more serious buisness. Megan wrote a journal that informed me her dad is allowing us to date when she turns 16 as long as we don't have sex until were 18. Could I ask for anything else in life after that?

When it happened, I was like, please don't tell me I'm actually asleep in Jakes ridiculously comfortable bed. Also when I got home I realized I had found Megans wing, the hair clip to be, which I think I'll just leave as is, because I like it that way. To me, because of air gear, the wing symbolizes freedom, so when I found it my mind was like, OMG MEGAN WING FREEDOM THING... Now I'm like, Hah! I changed fate! Cause I'm crazy like that, and I like to make myself feel special because of odd coincidences. I don't know how this came about but I wounder if the Saul Williams quote I sent her about freedom, helped her at all. Did any or my encouragement help?

Honestly, I'm kinda disappointed I couldn't do more to help. I had this idea of me proving myself worthy to her parents by being responsible and talking it out with them, bla bla bla. Knew it would never happen, thought about it way to much, lost a few hours of sleep. Whatever, I can't complain now can I =D

Righto, after I found out about this I ran all the way home from Jakes, non stop. Then I went to take a shower and during my times of nudity, I could feel the sweat pouring out of my skin and dripping down me. It was pretty intense.

My eyes are sore, I need to get to sleep so I can wake up for tomorrow.

Guess I should finish talking about my graduation. There were beach balls! Mosh pits! And Crowd Surfing with Kamol! The free food was awesome, and I got a ton of people to sign my year book, I haven't read the comments yet though, I'm saving them for later.
I got to see Megan too wink Even if she is feeling pretty low, I kinda hope that being with me might cheer her up a bit. I love you Megan! I'll see you tomorrow XD

Did some good back flips. Walked down that grass hill on my hands twice. Walked a lot, including with Jake to his house. Then as I said before I ran back home around 1 something am. Good night [ 2:24 am ]






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Beagirl1227
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Fri Jun 06, 2008 @ 03:17pm


IM SO ******** HYPERACTIVE RIGHT NOW ITS AMAZING!

and yes, it helped. ^^
um....
well i told my mom that even if i wasnt allowed to see you ever again, by my birthday i just wanted to know if you had moved on. If you were, then i would just let it go. But i said that until i heard from you that you had stopped waiting for me, i wasnt going to waste my time with anyone else. I said that i didnt feel like its over, because you're just ripping us apart. we wouldnt have broken up yet if you hadnt gotten involved, blablabla.

and my dad and mom slept on this for about 2 days and then my dad came into my room begging me to write again and telling me that the original deal was back on: dont date until you're sixteen. if he can wait that long, then power to him, but no sex till at least after highschool. and i was like whatever...

and as soon as he left i had to bite my fist to keep from screaming and i was rolling and jumping on my bed. XDD


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