Ok.... this is driving me crazy, but I have to watch what I rant about because HEAVEN forbid I sound like a "5 year old without candy"
Let me start from the beginning...
April 30th I wrote a rant one Nexopia.com about my boyfriend because I was just cranky, ranting for me is the best thing to do. So I had it posted and my sister and I were chatting back and fourth over it and my last message was "Well I decided to just drop the whole thing." well on May 23rd, my friend wrote "You are so selfish I am tired of you sounding like a 5 year old without candy! He said he was sorry!" Now that might not be exact... I did delete it and such but the child thing is true. Well on my way home I texted her telling her that if I was so annoying then she better not ******** alk to me again and that I really don't give a ******** on what she thinks. Give or take, it wa 4 pages long. Well her ******** boyfriend started bitching at me when it was NONE of his concern on what we were fighting about. And yes folks, it was because I dumped my boyfriend.
Now, I did say somethings that I probably did not mean because I was angry, but neither the boyfriend or my friend would listen to why I dumped y boyfriend... although I guess that didn't matter. But they had the nerve to tell me that I made them chose between me or eachother and that I am 'jealous because I don't have what they have.' and they are getting married, she is only turning 19, 20 top... I am 19 now, I am totally NOT jealous because, well, I love being young and don't want to get tied down yet, that is way too ******** fast! Well either way, I am through with this! And yes I might have been selfish for wanting you to be at my birthday but seriously... is it too much to ask to have my best friend celebrate my big 1-9 with me? Apparently...
Well, whatever... I am done ranting.... or talking about this, I have been used ad abused one too many times, I don't ned friends anymore, I can be my own friend.
shedevilkai Community Member 
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