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My name’s Aneeta. Under my skin there’s a star… it… It used to be so bright and clear, but now it’s sad and dark, as if something killed it. I don’t know what happened so all I can do is guess. What happened to my star? It used to make me more than… how can I say this without sounding like a total nut? My star made me more than normal, I just wasn’t like everybody else.

I was an angel, a fairy, a witch, the Empress of Twilight, Queen of the Night, Princess of Summer, Old Crone in the Woods!
They tell me that I'm "only human" as if humans could wear such modesty as me denying my nature. For them my acceptance of who I am is an atrocity, a terrible sin. How little they understand! And how much they’ve damaged me!

I used to be so young, so gleeful. Under sun or moon and at twilight too, my spell would ensnare you in glamour and make you feel so alive and full!
But now I'm old, I am denied, my spark is lost, my magic drained, I'm just a human, nothing more, because my dream is now destroyed.

What happened to my star? What happened to my spark? What happened to my bliss? All I have now is cold and dark... No starlight… so dark... no spark... all dark... dark...