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It all started when Alexandra and Joline were looking for Jennifer. Joline just got dumped and they were going to tell Jennifer. They were looking for her everywhere.

Since Joline needed comfort all Alexandra could do was take her out for some fresh air; Ally is not the one to go to with breaking up. Then she took her to the park. It was windy and the park was perfect.

At the park they saw Jenn’s car there. They ran to find her. They found her deep in the forest. She was half way near death. She had deep slits in her wrists and she looked like she got abused. They took her to the hospital.

Ally and Joline were waiting in the waiting room. Zachary was pacing back and forth, saying that it was his fault. That was not helping with the tension in the air. Joline was nervous because she thought it was the worst day of her life. But Ally… Ally was a nervous wreck. This day, every year was the worst day of her life. She was shaking uncontrollably. I work there as an assistant; I’m working toward being a doctor. Once I saw Ally shaking, I told the manager I had an emergency.

I watched her from a distance, so she couldn’t se me. I just wanted to hold her in my arms. But I had to control myself. Half an hour later the doctor came out and announced that Jenn is dead.
I heard Ally whisper under her breath, “No! It can’t be true.”
Zachary ran in to see for himself. And Joline had tears in her eyes and ran toward the exit. Ally ran after her yelling Joline’s name. There was no way I was going to let her run around the streets herself. When I reached the door they were gone.
Damn it! Now I don’t know where they were. Ally lost Joline, too. But she remembered the “What if” game. Ally asked her once “What if her or Jenn were to die what would she do?”
Her answer was she didn’t care if Ally died. Ally yelled “Hey!” She knew she was only kidding. Joline said if that ever happened she would think of joining them.
Ally flipped out. “I rather you not care if die! I don’t want anyone to die because of me!”

Ally remembered she said she would be by the Verrizano Bridge and shoot herself. I got to my car and drove there as fast as I could. It was late at night so no one really gave a damn.

Then I saw Ally chasing after Joline. Joline was loading the gun. I drove farther so I can catch up. Joline put the gun up to her head and me and Ally heard the gun shot. Ally rushed to grab her hand, she missed and Joline’s body fell into the water.
When Ally missed, she about to fall into the water; I wasn’t going to allow that to happen. I grabbed her and pulled her into my arms. Tears were welling up in her eyes, and the wind was blowing fierce. I felt her shivering, so I put my jacket on her shoulders.

I brought her in my car and drove her in my car and drove her to her home. She was still crying and I wasn’t going to leave her alone like this.
Even like this she would leave her door unlocked, but I locked it so no one would bother her.

She could barely speak, but she managed to whisper, “Thanks, Devilen.” Soon after, she fell asleep in my arms, on the couch.
Now she’s in a deep sleep. I used my magic to see the day through her eyes.
She looked so innocent while sleeping. I couldn’t control myself. I thought to myself I would apologize to her when she wakes up, but I wouldn’t regret it. My crush on her hasn’t changed a bit.

Her black hair so soft, and straight. Her brown eyes so gentle. Her skin just as soft as her hair. And her personality, she has two personalities. One is gentle and shy around people she doesn’t know. The other is around her friends. She’s loud, hyper, and fun to hang out with. I won’t regret anything.