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Emotions
my life is really wierd, so I start thinking and well I think of poems like-things about emotions
Disappointment?

I don't know why, but I have been disappointing people lately,
Like my friends, my family, and those who expect things from me.
I'm not very smart, I'm not really good with people,
and all the things I'm good at, I find out I'm not very good at it, at all.
I don't know why, almost everyone I meet always expect something from,
and I'm afraid most of the time I can not fulfill there expectations.
I can't stand it when some one lets down others and
yet I seem to be doing that a lot, and I can't stand it.

Why does almost everyone expect something from me?
Are they not satisfied with the way I am?
can anyone truly like me without expecting something from me?
If not, then i will just end up disappointing others,
because I am me, and I can not change, I will not change,
just for some one else approval.
As one of my favorite lines
"I would rather have people hate me for who I am,
then have people love me for who I'm not"

But I just wish that not everyone expect something from me
Because I will just disappoint them,
and that is not something I want to do

(p.s. sorry for the people who don’t expect thing from me,
when I was way I watched people get awards
and I submitted something and I didn’t win anything,
so I was disappointed at my self,
and my friends who went where also disappointed
So I needed to vent my feelings, some how ^_^






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Rizu14
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commentCommented on: Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 05:27am
My most receint one sweatdrop


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 21, 2008 @ 06:50am
UR NOT DISAPPOINTING ME!!!!!!! I LOVE U FOR WHO U R!!!!! NOT THE FACK U!!!!!

i also think i disappoint people. thats y i till the to not expect this from me just to know what i can do.

c u tomorow!!!

and u took mt nail polish!!!!!!!


*HAPPYNESS!!!RAINBOW!!!!ROCK MUSIC!!!!!! ALL THINGS DAT MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!*

-MedievalThief-
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Rizu14
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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 23, 2008 @ 02:29am
you put it in my bag and never remebered to get it back, and I know you don't expect anything from me, that's why I said almost everyone i meet expects something from me


sorry no signature here yet, still looking for the best picture ^_^
commentCommented on: Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 06:31am
crying
you made me want to cry
crying



Raia-sWill
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Rizu14
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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 07:57am
Oh I'm sorry, I just need to vent my feeling, and I'm not really serous most of the time


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