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i'm not sure if things are any better this morning or not .... we've made up, but ... we both feel like s**t in general.

finances suck, her extern sucks, i feel like a failure this summer, and neither of us really know what to say or do.

but at least we have each other. summer's are hard every year (mostly for financial reasons), but this summer actually isn't nearly as bad as last past summers, so we'll come out of it alright.

i'm glad neither of us are stuck dealing with this s**t alone. at least we can vent to each other and we have someone to hold at night when things go south. i'm really grateful for that. sometimes i forget to speak or act that gratitude out, but that doesn't make it any less true, ya know?

now i'm going to go and try to do something constructive with my dad.