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hey.. to u ppl onthe outside... do not judge me!!!!!!!!!

well my life is skrewed up! i'm so fed up with all of this madness. i might go run off. those bastards at S.T.O.P restoration all r gonna die! IF U LIVE IN M.N PLZ TAKE THIS AS A WARNIG!! STOP will not help you. they will destroy your life and steal from you!!!! THEY STOLE MY AND MY MOTHER'S JEWLERY!!!! those bastards ** plz dont report this.. i realy need to warn pplz** !! ok.. we spent an entire summer on our pond in the frount of our house, and my mom TOLD them ovr and ovr so manny time ''do not was ur hands in ou pond'' aqnd wat do they do?? cave in the sides!!!! washing all of the soot and stuff from our house. damn them all to hell.. we met another person whose house burnt down and he warned us too late. he also had stop restoration 'clean' his house. they ruined it too!!! ok.. get this.... our house is under foreclosure because they want their mone... answer me this.. please! : HOW ******** UP IS THAT??? there evicting us for money!!!!!! gah... i swear. there pushing me to the brink ov crazyness * friends, i mean MORE crazy.. like lock me up till i die and burry my remains in a diffrent country than my head.... crazy.** my parrents where spending money we dont have.... i wonder if we'll move sooner than i thought.... crying . i'm gonna kill myself and then i can finaly be at peace . i'll visit all ov my friends and stuff but i want to die from all of this. it would be a sweet escape. well... i'll rant more later gonk scream scream .