i miss my best friends... they where all i had... now... NOW THEYRE GONE!! i dont get to see ANY OF THEM!... not one.. only 4 of my friends are at school. it eats me alive that there going through tough times.. and some are even crying .. and i cant tell them any thing.... theyr'e the onlyones who know me for who i realy am.. they have seen me change... seen me grow... seen me... for me.. and not cared what i looked like... they are the ones who hold my sanity in their very hands... This may sound like i'm over exadurating.. but i'm not... they have inspired me to move forward.
everytime i lose a friend.. a part of me leaves..... i cannot say what part.. it just leaves a big hole where that used to be.
wev'e been through so mutch together... my house bursting into flames, my mom leaving for a week... no one knew where, getting my heart ripped from me every where i turn.... i know these people will never let me die... though i want to be ripped appart.
i am a very sensitive person... and they know that.. i have started to harden.. they also know that... ((i'm gonna start crying)).
i need my friends.. i need them all.. i want them to be here or i there... but... i dont know.. i know i cant be everywhere at once.. i wish i could... we all do... i just realy need them to talk to. to sit on by bed with me and whisper secrets... like when we where together. ((i'm crying rite now))
i miss u guys so much.. Chelcie, Tabb, Shelby, Brittney, all of you.. i miss you to death...
~Sonsarae/Pudding/Itatchi
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i am there for you.....ever corner you turn my doors are wide open for you to walk through.......to live in never ending fun, hope, trust......i will push out of the way when a bus comes to hit you....when your father wants to rip you in to a millon piece.......school i know its tough i've been through the same thing in monti.......and it seems no matter wht you do nothing good ever seems to happen......sun i miss you too i miss ever one down there......but i will always be there no matter what........THATS A PROMISE........just dont give in....just because we are miles away......im truly only a few steps away.....hell if i could i would open a shelter for my friends to all stay at.......just dont die ok......THAT MEANS NO KILLING YOU SLEF EITHER......cause if you do i will die and then strangle you for all eternity ^^ so ust remember im here and so are all of your other friends
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Tabitha Berg wahmbulance