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Dear Journal,
For a whole month I've been thinking of what to do and I've been confused
I have recently moved schools and see this girl I always think about
She is unfortunately taken, everyone fonds of her, she is loved by nearly every guy out. I know I'm not that special guy but she said I could have a chance if she was not with him.
Ethically I know I shouldn't do it, but even though I tried I would still fail to do so for she is way too good for me. I do not even talk to her much, but everyone knows I like her, she is in one year under me, everything of her stuns me. Her beauty shoots me a tranquilizer I cannot refuse to take, when hear voice speaks to me just sends joy that she notices me. But I know she is just a tease, she too good and me too low for her.
What the hell am I bloody thinking?
That girl is taken so please stop wishing
She is the girl that you love more
She is the one that you adore
You say that there's plenty of fish in the sea
But in your head you see her and me
All alone together at last
But you know that our time is too fast
You know you love her you know you do
But you know that she wont love you too
because she's taken keep that in mind
just put all this love of yours in your behind
she's so lovely so surely so seductive indeed
I would do anything, she makes me plead
but no never mind i keep it on ease
Because in total she is just a tease