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Lately, ever since my love has gone to his college I have been plagued by horrible nightmares.

I think it started before her left though,
I recall a dream where I apologized to the girl I had taken all my anger out on.
After the event and after graduation I found myself regretting the decision to lash out on this girl. I pushed these regrets aside because I believed that I would never be able to apologize to her, for I am almost certain she would not accept it.
In the dream I apologized, explained my reasons for lashing out. I woke up almost wishing it had been real.
The past few nights, spent alone with out my love I had dreams of being on his campus, searching for him, needing to find him.
Just last night I dreamed of the old school, the high school we left.
Once again the girl I hurt was there. This dream was a continuation of the one where I apologized. I know this because We were talking, not like enemies but like....acquaintances. We discussed missing our loved ones, who were gone off to college. I felt my self crying and talking about how I missed my love. She cried to asking if it would be just as hard for her. I told her it would be easier because her love was going off to community college and would be able to visit her much more frequently.
I then woke up.

So that is the story of my dreams and the events around them.
I wonder what these dreams are telling me?