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MAN OR AS MANY PEOPLE CALL THEM BOYS!!!! THEY ARE SUCH ANNOYING CREATURES!! THEY NEVER CARE ABOUT YOU, OR ANYTHING ELSE BUT THEMSELVES OR SOME ANNOYING THREE LETTER WORD!!! THEY ANNOY THE s**t OUT OF YOU, PESTER YOU, CALL YOU NAMES AND TREAT YOU LIKE s**t!!!! I HATE IT!! THERE ALL THE SAME!!! AND EVEN WHEN HE SAYS I LOVE YOU A HUNDRED TIMES, HE DOESN'T MEAN IT, HE'S STILL WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND!! MAKE UP YOUR ******** MIND!! I KNOW YOU DONT WANT ME!! IM JUST ANOTHER GIRL ON THE STREET!!! I MEAN THATS WHAT YOU SAID ON THE PHONE THE OTHER DAY DIDNT YOU??!!!! I WAS JUST ANOTHER PRETTY FACE- NO SCRATCH THAT!!! I WASNT EVEN GOOD ENOUGH TO BE A PRETTY FACE!!!! AND THEN YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN THE WORLD!! LIKE HELL I'M GOING TO BELIEVE THAT s**t!!! SO NOW IM HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO SHOW UP OUT OF THE BLUE... WATCHING ME.. NO WATCHING US... PRETENDING ITS ALL GOOD. LIKE YOUR MY FRIEND!!! HANGING OUT WITH US, FLASHING THAT FAKE SMILE OF YOURS!!! AND THEN WHEN WHEN I LEAVE YOU WANT TO CALL ME??!!!!! TELL ME YOUR SORRY??!!!!! SAY YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE LEFT ME, AND THAT YOU WERE A FOOL TO LET ME GO!!!! GIVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE?!!! THAT YOU MISS ME?!! THAT YOU WISH IT WAS YOU I WAS KISSING AND NOT HIM?!! WELL NO!!! TIME AND TIME I TRIED TO GET YOU BACK, AND YOU JUST PUSHED ME ASIDE!! LIKE I WAS GARBAGE!! OR SOME OLD SHOES THAT YOU TOSSED AWAY!!! WELL NO!! I WONT GIVE YOU A CHANCE!! NOT ANYMORE!! I'M SICK OF YOUR s**t!! YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND- WHAT DOES SHE NOT SATISFY YOUR NEEDS??!! IS SHE NOT GOOD ENOUGH??!!! THAT YOU HAVE TO CHEAT ON HER WITH OTHER GIRLS?!! NO, NOT ME!! NEVER AGAIN WILL I MAKE THAT MISTAKE OF TRUSTING YOU... TRUSTING MAN.. TRUSTING ANYONE!!

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then it was just me... alone untill i met.. him...
he wasn't your average guy.. but he was nice... unlike you.. he listened... he wanted to be with me.. not for that word- no, just to be next to me.. just to see what i saw.. unlike you.. he cared... and when he said those three soft words... i believed him.. and i said them back..
i love you....