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i was right to be scared.. even though he didn't know everything.. He kissed another girl. two.. I think. It hurts. ;-; I want to break down and cry... i forgave him, but it still hurts terribly. I didn't do anything wrong.. and he did it for revenge.. when I didn't do anything wrong. and he now knows this.

Why didn't he just talk to me? Just ask me what happend? I obviously still did something wrong to deserve this pain. I just know it. Oh god... it hurts so much, it was hard to forgive him, but i wanted to.. so I could move on. What did I do wrong.. to deserve this? crying