Ok well here we are, new school, new faces, new friends, new enemies (none of those yet), new places, new food (it sucks), new everything. And I've adopted a new attitude to go along with it. I have dropped allthe inhibitions I had before. Yes I had those. A little bit. I'm now known as the guy who lit himself on fire. Or the guy who enjoys fighting for the hel of it. I'm also the guy who occasionally comes to school in women's clothing. ( I like the feeling! That's it!). And you know what? Being myself to the extreams is actually quite... revitalizeing. Before I felt like a zombie. A slave. I couldn't be Damien, I had to be Devin. Not that i don't like Devin. I mean That's my name, and that's who I am. But Being Damien is so much more fun! it's like me, but X10. It's an amazing feeling. And you kknow what? I'm going to continue to apply The trade mark "All or nothing" mentality to everything I do. Before it was just to some things, bad things mostly. Now that I do it for everything, and it's great! WOOO!
Commissar White · Wed Sep 24, 2008 @ 12:19am · 0 Comments |