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i dont kow where i left off but i remeber that i let u c my frends dream so i guess ill start on monday sense i forgot wen i entered that entry well i went bak 2 skool and got my report card with a C on it 4 science cuz my teachers a b***h and she hates me 4 no reason. and we doin hiv/aids in skool this week but i dont hav 2 go yayz so i get draw all week wen i go 2 social studies ive already made some kool pics. so on 2 tuesday which was 2day well i lost my planner and i hadmy frends planner 4 the last week ive gone emo cuz im depressed and no1 thinks i hav the guts 2 go emo so i did it 2 show them whos boss but its actually enjoying ive never felt so happy and excited from doing anything so ill continue cutting myself most likely and i carved a heart in it its the most awesome heart ive made so im proud of myself actually my drawing has my same cuts on it just 2 c if any1 gets it but wen water gets on it my arms burn which is awesome its not lik a burn burn its lik a stinging burn but i drew ovr my cuts so i dont hav 2 wear a jacket all day i almost died 2day wearing that thing all day but this really gross kid in my class sat on my poor jacket so now my frends were trying 2 throw it away and they told me 2 burn it crying it suks tho cuz my skin is lik rock hard so i nvr bleed which is wat ive been hoping 4 well and ive ben sniffing sharpie markers cuz my frend said u can get really crazy dreams by doin that shes also the frend whos dream was in my last journal entry well that's not nearly as much as i wanted 2 write but being emo and depressed all the time takes ur energy away so im always tired