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MOVIE PRETTY OK DAY
LOLZ i had a pretty good day 2day i went 2 c the chiwawa movie with jka jay and shinigami so it was ok and i cried a little just at the sad part i actually act all kool and unemotional so tht i dont wrry others but im actually always sad all the time and in pain i kinda wish i could stop and enjoy myself or tell some1 i care bout them but ive acted lik tht 4 so long its just who i am now crying i hope some1 saves me b4 its 2 late i only kow 1 person who can change me mayb and infact she already has i kind of think of my life as inuyasha's my mom hasnt died but i consider her dead cuz i hav so many moms(dad obviously was quite busy in his young years) i dont really kow anything anymore crying and wen i talk bout it really cuts me up inside. and i feel lik ive been hated and shuned all my laugh cuz my appearence and how i act so i dont let any1 inside anymore cuz i always get left behind WOW LOLZ i started out saying it was an ok day and i go in2 a total hellz sob story bout my feeling haha i kinda find tht funny and i totally chewed out my frend jamie 4 bing a total asstard and ignoring me all the time i finally let some1 in and im starting 2 feel warmth and happiness again i really dont think i could evr get mad at her 4 any reason im glad shes always there 4 me and the hardest time of my life will b in 2 yrs from now mayb wen my frend jka moves away life wont b the same without her she might seem emoish and looks dark but she the person in my life tht makes the sun shine everyday and without itd b lik goin in2 a depression lik in naruto manga 31 were naruto is crying ovr gaara becuz hes the only 1 tht understands narutos pain 2 me im naruto and shes gaara cuz i kow she understands me and i do need her and jamie shes sasuke becuz shes my frend and she goin in2 darkness and 2 orochimaru(nina) and i hav 2 sav her eventually and xmy is hinata cuz shes strong and she cares 4 me evn if no1 else does wow it makes total sense i actaully just came up with tht right now sweatdrop
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