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SAM . . . . what up.
uh yeah . . . i don't know yet. . . daily problems, poems [i have a lot], songs [alot of dem too], short stories, um yeah....
Pasr Present and Future
Past
we are over,
he said we're finished,
but why do i still love him,
why do i still care,
why can't i get over him,
why can't i forget him,
my heart won't let me
my heart is not
ready to let go

my feeling aren't gone,
i'm not trying to move on,
why won't anybody see,
stop trying to find out,
what's right for me,
i'm not ok, i'm not fine,
how can i be when he's not mine,
you ask me the same questions,
stop and back the ******** off,
my answers haven't changed,
as long as the feelings,
have stayed the same,


Present
so now i live life,
hiding behind a mask,
never showing
what's built up inside,
i play this game,
only few have won,
this thin mask
only deceived by fools,
they see me smiling,
they see me cheerful,
sorrows and sadness,
never shown,
happy and carefree,
always known.


Future

i'm tired of this masquerade,
living with this fasquade,
i can't breath,
but living without it,
will be the hardest thing,
i'll ever have to do,
i'm not sure how i'll live,
but i know,
this mask wasn't for me



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Heaven_1004
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