I watched a movie today that made me cry. You see, I never knew my father. And it saddens me that now I am dieing and I will never get to know him. My boyfriend said offhandedly that sometimes he wished that he didn't know his father, and I wanted to strangle him. As much as he hates his father, he can still point him out and say "That man is my father" and I can never do that. It hurts. I am dieing and now I feel like I'm dieing. It's like today my soul closed and although I'm breathing and my heart is beating, I feel like I'm dead already.
 Careless_Me · Sat Nov 15, 2008 @ 12:49am · 1 Comments |
