that is what inspired to write again... in this crapness
which is otherwise known as
for me... of course
not for you....
obviously if you have degraded yourself to read this...
you are feeling even more bored then I
and then of course
there is no yay for you
maybe like a dull slightly approving grunt...
but that is about it...
and so on...
my mum is passed out on the sofa...
not for any awful reason
I mean she is a sort of terrific mum
a bit up tight
but for the most part...
does not neglect us
she just got her tonsils (spelling...dont care) taken out
and is in pain
and when i am not fetching her jello and pudding to eat
she is sleeping
passed out from throat pain
and if you hadn't caught on
and are wondering
why would she yay herself in such a tragic situation
it is sarcasm
the line above the line above this one, was in fact
i love it
i know that is the first sign of a weak person
i accept that
which makes me stronger then you...
if you hadnt yet noticed
I am typing to amuse myself...
just kind of putting words together as I listen to the All American Rejects sing Jack's Lament... (love that song btw...)
I hope Korn's version of kidnap the Sandy Claws comes on next
*crosses fingers* sweatdrop
not that you care
i mean (pulls out gun)
how am i suppose to amuse myself (presses gun to head)
when you won't even respond to me
sigh... i guess i could go all peter panish
death being a great adventure and such...
now i am boring myself...
i shall end the misery for you
burning_eyes (the icon symbolizes my head being blown off by the machine gun that was being shoved into my skull)
by the by
i am not suicidal...
for you slightly slow people
for the attempt of amusement...
you dont have to say it
i mean if it was real
i might have pulled in a couple peoples interest...
but with this
i have lost it again...
i give up
(and not in the emo way, STOP TRYING TO CONVINCE YOURSELF I AM SUICIDAL!!! YOU ARE JUST LIKE MY MATH TEACHER WHO SENT ME TO THE COUNCLER BECAUSE OF... what i wrote on my test... i'm going to stop yelling now... I don't know why I exactly started... )
as is life..
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