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..........WAT WENT WRONG?.....
just let the sweetest of each note take u off .....let the music be ur only release you...........away from everything.............problems....love.....pain.....family....friends....school....everything.........
the sounds of angels.......only such....huh?......lies or the turth...in this world...nothing matterz....the world is ur ******** failure!! and screw winning!!......pride and self pity are states of the mind.....we're all going to hav our share of problems......and we're all gonna end up leaving this world the same way........music will draw everything from you.....lose urself ......and pray no one finds you.........not ur friends,lover,nor ur parents..............each bring some type of pain.......each verse stronger then the fear of war.......dullness will never exist.....let each tear drop sink into ur notebook.....after so...it won't be a journal of memories or thoughts anymore........the aura ..................

u will only get one chance for everything.......so grip it hard.....and once u hav it................never give it up.......
im so young.......and yet i understand wats around me better then most.......those who hav forgotten ....forgotten wat it means to be a kid...alone.....used.....and creative.................we were brought into this world by them....to become an image success.............thats all.....
shamed by there own failure........

im just a 15 year old boy......i may act cute,random,lovable,and "different"at times.................but i aim to change this world......over these past 15 years.......i've noticed the uniqueness in my mind.......and the effects it has around those i love and care for.........i''ve given myself up.....im a tool.....i've become a tool for you....for all that are like me.....smart enough to understand it all!...all those lies!...all that deception!!...from hunger,greed,hatred,and anger..............war will only exist so long as humans exist.....trade,leadership,weapons,armies,respect,and......the root of it all......the true source of greed & war..........money........a creation of man............

the only thing they fear......rebellion .........they want us to be nothing but lifeless brain -dead zombies.........thus the creation of video games,texting,the interent,and everything that can distract you from the world........it was nothing but one big thought-out plan............music...........sitting there vibing......exploring your mind........seeing how ******** up everything is............thats wat causes rebellion...................a rebel is nothing but a boy or girl.....man or woman.......that isn't putting up with all these lies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and there done listening to those "who wish to become gods".......THEY DECIDE WAT U SEE ON THE NEWS....WAT UR TEACHED IN SCHOOL.......THEY DECIDE UR FUTURE......THEY HAV THE RIGHT TO DO WHATEVER THEY PLZ! THEY DECIDE THERE PAY CHECK.........
and here we are.......suffering from this economey problem.........
they even passed a ******** bill ...giving police men the right to break down ur front door...rush in....search your house (trash everything) and not hav a reason for it.............then we........THE PEOPLE!! sit there and eat up this bull s**t.........they say its for the best (simple statement....packing such a big lie)........we decide wats best!!
get off ur a**....and speak for your self!!! if u think its wrong! fight til they prove u wrong!! or u prove to urself they speak nothing but crap...........its our fault our world is ******** up!...we agreed with everything they say and did.....to lazy to ask why.......if every single person on this world read this ........do u think it'll cause change?!?!!?..........fight back!.......there not the leaders!!! we are!! .....without us there nothing!! leaders of nothing!!..........THEY ASSASSINATED KENNADY! THEY STARTED WAR!! THEY THOUGHT US WRONG.........not good....nor both












U SHAPE YOUR WORLD!!
DON'T BE A FOLLOWER
UR THE LEADER....
NOT THEM!!!.....












we all came into this world the same way...and leaving the same way....
my thoughts are sacred and true.......u decide wat u do from here on......learn...see the world for the truth.......open ur eyes....and remove the blindfolds..........ur ur own person...act like it