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I am sad but it's hidden deep inside me,
so deep that i'm left with smiles all the time
completely careless of what's really happening
and when i do notice the anger
and sadness from deep comes out
not with tears but anger,
the tears stay in until eventually it comes out,
but you feel like it will never come out
and that your better off keeping it in
until you realize you're always negative...
and the smile fades away...
the world gets serious to you now,
you feel like you are better off die but "something"
tells you to keep a tiny bit of hope in your heart but...
what is that "something"???
but it doesn't matter
you're different from everyone not as in looks but emotions...
"people" that think that they know how you feel you say
"i know how it's like i've been through it,your not alone"
your emotions are so negative,
you feel like what "they" say is all a lie,
it's like you are in corner alone...
no one can help you because you are unique out of all of those "people"