I say this knowing full well that I'm a male, I'm sure that proves my point but...
In one days time I've been able to hurt my love 5 times out of my stupidity...not to mention one of those times hurting a friend of mine...
I made my love cry, throw up twice, and probably break down from my idiocy.
In one week, I hurt a best friend's relationship, damaged my own, hated my self, wanted somebody to scream at me for all the bad I've done, wanted somebody to hit me, and loved my love for still loving me.
I don't see how she does it...how she puts up with...me. But she does, and I love her for it...Casandra 1990...I'm sorry for all I've done and...I thank you for your eternal love.
She's been through hell and back several times, for me...and because of me. Baby, I just want to say...I'm sorry and I love you.
If being in love and hurting that same person makes somebody an idiot, then I win the gold idiot award. But i love her all the same, for loving my pea-sized brain and the body that holds it.
Baby....this is a tribute for you...I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person...I'm sorry you got stuck with me, but I'm glad I have your love.
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ummm, read it.
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