I hate my dad. I absolutely hate him. Why did he have to marry that stupid b***h. Shes a jerk and she hates me. She ... she made me eat my own barf when i was 5 because i didnt like eggs and they make me sick. So i puked what she made me. And because i wouldnt eat it she made me run in place for hours and everytime i slowed down she would hit me on the head with the metal watering thingy. And it hurt like hell. And then she forced me to eat my barf .. sickening. Or like when I didnt wear a bra one day ( i barely had boobs at all i was like flat) she made me write 1000 sentences about how I would always wear a bra and each sentence was 8 lines long. And because i was kinda naive at the time .... I didnt like saying certain words .. like having to say the word "Breast" freaked me out .. i felt wrong for saying it. So i had to write "breast" 1000 times. And I got hit until my legs had like huge purple welts from the belt because I wouldnt say "p***s" I thought i would go to hell for saying it. She is always making me feel like crap. Like im worthless. I hate living with her. It makes my heart hurt. It sucks that my dad bends over backwards for her. She says "jump" and he says "how high". She controls him and he lets her. i bet if he had to make a choice he would let me die instead of her. All the crap she puts me through makes my heart hurt. Like its so hard for me to breathe right now. It feels like someone is stabbing my lungs and heart. I feel like killing myself or something .. anything .. i dont care anything to get away from them. I swear once im done with school and im 18 im gone. I will never speak to them again. EVER.
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