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My Life. Lately I've been a little more than fed up with it. I'm such a different person in comparison to how I used to be. And to be honest. I hate what I've become. I suppose deep down I'm still the same, and thats all that really matters right? Well. I used to be so... different. I find that I'm kinda spiraling. I've noticed if you plan s**t it, it gets messed up. Aim low to avoid disappointment? Or is that being a coward? Anyways. I hate what I am. So I intend to try to fix it. I swear now. I never swore before. I can't stand it. So. Time will tell, and let's see if I can't fix myself up. =]