I really need to let this out....
People i love like to make me feel like hell or feel like i should die....
But the ones that i dont even know make me feel superior to them....
I get sad sometimes yes...im only ******** human okay?
Whenever i get sad or mopey my friends or family always make me feel even worse about myself...
My selfhatred has grown due to the pressure and pestering of those i cherish....
Honestly...id hate myself much less if it werent for those i say "I LOVE YOU" to....
Thank you for listening.....farewell
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uhh mom...im goin in the pool!!!!