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FYI- Listening to: No Shelter (Rage Against the Machine)

Just figured you needed to know that.
Today...was the first non-shitty day I've had in a little while.
I didn't get shoved in a bad mood from German class.
Quite the opposite, really.
Frau kept making jokes regarding my beard/neckbeard, but that is sehr acceptable on Friday.
Went home, and slept for 4 hours.
I'm assuming that's why I'm up right now.
And because I'm thinking.
I'm thinking- Is game really worth all this time and effort?
I'm thinking- Why does it seem I'm constantly alienated from (or in some cases, alienating myself from) my friends.
Seriously, I either see ppl at game or school.
Except for those occasions when I get to chill with the Arnie, the Miah, the James, and the rest of those people awesome enough to get a 'the' in front of their names.
I'm thinking- is Thumb screaming at everybody tomorrow going to do more than make me lol?
I'm thinking- Should I actually start working on those NPC's tonight or do them when I wake up?
I'm thinking- I should stop being so damned lazy and look up more Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei.
But that one doesn't matter as much.

Regarding post title- It's an honest question.
Put slightly poetically on the speech, mind you, but an honest question nonetheless.
Will tomorrow save anything?
Will this God-damned game start being fun again?
Or shall a new reign of tyranny start? (lol almost said new reign of tranny)
And with this tryanny, will there be a new wave of annoyance, tedium, and drama?
I ******** hope not.
I'm tired of drama.
I'm tired of friends being douchebags to friends.
I hope Ted can actually keep a handle on things.
I hope he doesn't lose his temper on Saturdays quite as quickly as I do.
I bloody hope he keeps me from kicking Nathan (among a few others) in the face.
Intelligent ideas he has, but does he also posess the wherewithal to put them through?
We can only hope.

Ted, if you read this, do not take this as a personal attack.
It is not such by any means.
It is only me putting my thoughts into text, trying to gain a divination of the very near future.
So far, no insight.
I suppose things must wait to unfold.
How very droll.

-Hankus-

FYI again!!!- Listening to- Hurricane (Kyuss)
Listen to them!!!
Dead grunge band, but still really good.
Come on, tuning two steps down and playing on a bass amp?
What's not to like?