I swear, if anyone reads this journal, they'll think I'm crazy.
So. . . I always say I feel empty except when I'm around friends (particularly Cassey.) . . . She makes me very happy and I think she's an amazing person and I can't even fathom why she's never had a boyfriend. (She's 17, btw. I'm 15.) To me, that's crazy!
Anyway. . . I've caught myself looking at Cassey in ways girls shouldn't look at her. I lay next to her not because she's just my friend and it's nothing to her but. . . because I love being that close to her.
I don't know what I'm saying. I'm just some idiotic, confused teenager.
. . . Cassey thinks that sort of stuff is disgusting too! I don't know what I'd do if she ever found out that I sometimes think of her in that way. . . . I sometimes only focus on her lips when she talks. . .
I admire her alot. Everything about her. I want to always be there for her. >.<
I'm such a freak.
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Oh so very confused. . . . T_T
Well, the only reason I wrote this journal is to talk about my lack-of-love-life problems and write about my friend. . . who I may be falling for.
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