(not part of the journal: We went to an Invisible Children event and we had to stay over night in sleeping bags and I was with her and our other friend, "Samantha".)
Today, I got to feel her hand on my cheek.
She left it there because we were both half way asleep. But I didn't close my eyes because I was tired. I closed my eyes because I enjoyed it. I probably enjoyed it too much but. . . Her hand laying on my cheek, I starting think about things that I shouldn't have let my mind wander to. But I'm not sure if I regret it.
I don't want to think like this. She'd hate me if she knew and so would everyone else. I want my thoughts, my confusions, my insecurites to all disappear.
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Oh so very confused. . . . T_T
Well, the only reason I wrote this journal is to talk about my lack-of-love-life problems and write about my friend. . . who I may be falling for.
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