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Arkelle's Nonsense
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Sweet Melancholy (poem style)
~Sweet Melancholy~

Oh sweet melancholy..
take me into a world of no pain....
a world void of light, and of truth.
Cast me into shadows
leave no trace behind
Give me peace and acceptance.
Oh sweet sorrow,
Do I lust for your embrace?
Or do i wait in silence for your soft touch?
Take me now into a new world
Into a world void of light and pain.
The light....oh cruel light!
As you shine upon my face
my inner shadows are cast for the world to see.
I cannot deny what is so clearly seen!

So, sweet sorrow...Sweet melancholy....
Take me to a world of shadow
Void of light...
Into a world free from pain.
What good does truth bring?
No, truth brings on nothing but suffering....
Is it not easier to run from truth then face it?
Truth is pain....it is light
Do I close my eyes to truth? Turn from the light?
Do i run?....

Sweet melancholy...sweet sorrow....
Take me to a new world, a word free of light
A world free of pain, a world beyond truth.
Must I beg?!?
What must i do to escape this blinding light?
This light...this truth...
.....
I can't escape it...can I...?
because i'll allways have that shadow cast behind me
For everyone to see.
Running...only gets you so far.....
And shadow?
Is it nothing more than arrogance towards the light?

Oh, sweet melancholy....sweet sorrow...
Show me the shadow, show me the painless feelings...
And take me to a world free of light.
Yes....I may be just a shadow....
just pathetic arrogance....
But I exist. and I am happy
Is it not easier to run from truth and from pain?
Is it not ... better?
Happier....
Or do people wan't pain...
Do they wan't to suffer in blinding light?

Sweet melancholy.... sweet shadow....
Take me to a new world
A world free of the realitys of truth and pain
Take me....
As far away as possible
Closer to shadow and futher from pain.
I'll accept my arrogance
And i'll be happy.
Free from pain....i'll be happy
Even if I never tell you.
I'll live a lie
If it means you'll never feel my pain.

Sweet melancholy....oh sweet shadow...
Thank you
I am happy.



Well, do you understand? Yes, I run from my fears. Yes, I am afraid to face the light....im afraid to know the truth. Truth is pain. So why be in pain when you can be happy?

Im happy. I've been happy living in my own arrogance. And i don't care if its wrong. I'll keep running, keep pretending to be happy.....
for you....
I'll smile. And you'll never know of my pain.
I'll smile, and live the lie...because i can't bear to see you unhappy.
So please don't chase after me....
because all you'll ever find:

Is truth covered up in sweet shadow.

So i'll keep running, deeper into shadow and never look back. further from truth... In a world free from pain. Just for you.





 
 
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