I'm greedy. I get jealous so easily and give up so quickly. I feel if it's an un achievable goal, there's no reason to try. It seems life seems to hand everyone else things on silver platter, and I never get anything. My luck is not only un extraordinary, but it's non-existent, and I hate it. It isn't fair, why dose everyone else get what I want ! In reality I get everything I ask for, and I hate the bitter sweetness, of the fact I'm greedy and friends and family are just attempting to by my love. I hate the fact when someone I love has something I want, I secretly let all my anger boil inside and cannot tell them. I have no faith in my own means, because it's a pointless fight. Nothing extraordinary happens in my life, just blinding tears, anger, jealous , rage, and more self hatred.