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Tears, tears, tears... I try and I try but I can't stop thinking about her. She fills my thoughts at first of happy memories, but then my mind wanders, and I think about her, going out with someone else, loving someone else... Its just to unbearable to think about... I must stop thinking about that. There's nothing wrong with thinking about her, but I mustn't let my mind wander. If it does and I keep thinking about this, I'll become depressed and scared. Two things that I don't want.

I should probably lay off playing guitar for a day or two. The fingers on my left hand are getting sore. It'll have to wait until after tomorrow. Band practice. That reminds me, I have to talk to them about getting videos of us playing on Youtube. I'm sure the drummer will agree.

I should probably stop staying up so late at night. I'm going to end up killing myself come school. And thats only a month away!! I should make sure I'm asleep by 11:30 each night. Then 11, then 10:30.... I remember when me and my old girlfriend used to stay up late at night and talk on the phone, or on AIM. Good times...

Well goodnight all.