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My heart's broken into 2 along with my mind and personality...
I don't feel like one person anymore, I feel like 2 people, this person who just wants to yell at someone, and then this depressed version of me.
I've come to learn that this little word "forever" is nothing more than a lie.

I'm just confused. I don't know what's right or wrong and I don't know what to believe anymore. My chest hurts, I feel sick to stomach, my eyes burn, my head hurts, and it hurts to breathe. After being lied to and cheated on several times in the past you kinda lose trust in that person and that's what happened here. I thought that after dating for a year and a half he would've learned by now, but I guess he hasn't. It didn't matter how many times I told him I loved him and I want to be with him forever... It's the last time I give myself all to someone. I don't plan on dating anymore either... maybe not for a long time.

Sometimes I feel like giving up and just ending everything, but I made a promise to my friends that I wouldn't... though it does seem the easiest way out.

They say love is the slowest form of suicide and it's true.
Time to come to grips with reality.

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