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Ive often wondered what it would feel like to be desceased. When I was younger I would lie on my bed with my arms crossed, the lights turned off and I would hold my breath. It actually feels like youre a piece of wood just lying there. Your whole body feels alittle lighter and you actually feel calm...well until you cant hold your breath anymore and wake up. Im not saying I want to die, my work on this earth isnt done yet. Im not saying Im gothic or emo either, and not saying you should end your life. Its just that death is something to wonder about.