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The deepest of thoughts portrayed.
Hah.
Mood: Annoyed.
Song: A Glass Can Only Spill What It Contains - Mewithoutyou

I'm starting to remember why I used to be so closed off.
I'm starting to think it is better to bottle everything up.
And it's funny that the only reason is because I'm not hearing what I want to hear.
And it's even worse because I know when they tell me what I wanna hear I still won't be satisfied.
It's pretty much simple: nobody's worth knowing what goes upstairs anymore.
Three exceptions: Bri, Eric, and if he'll even ever want to hear without getting defensive: Erik.

They're the only three that need to know.
Cause even though they get frustrated,
They don't run away.
I'm starting to get sick of all the people in my life that are starting to seem useless.
I kind of want to do what a lot of people do.

Just drop the dead weight, see what happens.
It'd be refreshing, but it'd probably be lonely.
But I'd find new people that enjoy my company, right?
Let's try to stay optimistic.
Like I'll even go through with dropping the dead weight anyway.

I wonder if it's possible to like a band "too much."
I wonder, oh boy, do I.
Mewithoutyou basically explains everything I feel without a second glance.
A second though.
It's there.
Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.
Bullet to Binary part 2
<3

I was once the wine.
I was once the wine.
I was once the wine.
And you were the wine glass.

I was once alive.
I was once alive.
I was once alive, when you held me.


- 3- Ah~ So nice and refreshing and beautiful.
He doesn't even sing, but it impresses me, nevertheless.

I'm kind of sad they gave all this up,
That they conformed even if their songs are still quirky.
The Fox, The Bird, and The Cookie just isn't the same.
But it's good for a laugh, so I enjoy the video...

Anyway, back to what I was saying.
I'm just glad I know who not to talk to anymore.
I can't stand talking to friends who ask what's wrong, but don't even want to hear it.
That's the stupidest s**t in the world.
I mean, what if I just gave up on you?

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I'm done.





 
 
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