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Mood: Hurt?
Song: I'll Take Famous Murders for 500$ - Watch out! There's a ghost

With those girls.
Don't acknowledge that I'm online.
Blah blah blah.

But of course you're not actually going to be admitting to doing this.
But of course you'll deny ignoring me.
You just don't seem to notice how bad it hurts to be ignored by you.

I've only ever wanted to be the apple of your eye.
Meh. It sucks that I'm not.
But I can't have everything that I want.

And you're just so confusing,
Puzzling, complex.
I wonder why you can't just be clear to me
Why you can't just spell yourself out.

I wonder if you think I'd get bored.
I wonder if you think you'd get bored.
Man, I wonder a lot.

Everyone seems to be ignoring me tonight.
Maybe I'm just noticing it more,
Maybe people just don't really want to talk to me?

I admit it's a rather tedious thing to do,
To put up with your girlfriend/friend.
So very tedious it's not even worth it, right?

Mmmm.
I'm going to write, not here anymore.
******** it I'll find another blogging site.
I'll remember the place.

Nobody needs to get in this mind anymore.
Nobody really cares whatever's going on in it.
But, then again, why would anyone?

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