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broken artery
I guess this is goodbye. I shed no tears because I cried over the loss of you long ago. I knew it would end, for these hearts, they could not mend. All along I lied, to bend the time, spend with you. I was never okay, yet I prayed that things would mellow away. And the sin of pride, feeling as if I could fix it all. But I knew, all along that not even the softest words, can heal the deepest wounds. So I lived off of borrowed time, set my heart to prime, locked and loaded, until it overloaded with the truth. I always knew we couldn't last, but I was ruthless and rash the whole way through. Trying to make our love true, when a heart half full, is half empty too. I could say it not me, it's you. For my love nver faltered, never faded into the blue. There isn't an army that could stoep it. Yet here I sit, lying in a death pit, a trap set before my eyes, hidden by broken kisses and shattered lives.
My heart asked why me, but my soul knew the answer. I tried to fix, what wasn't there. I tried to mend, myself. Unfair to other who needed me. I wanted to be happy, but happy lead to apathy, deep inside of me, Everyone can see, that I am unhappy, happy, no more.
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