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I am emotionaly confused and ******** lonely
I wonder what true happinsee feels like in life
I see myself running though the woods, away from everything
I want to lock myself in my room and die
I am emotionaly confused and ******** lonely.

I pretend to be physically happy in front of Mundanes
I feel safe under the Moon, in this body
I touch the wind at night and feel free from reality
I worry about the past and my ******** scars being revealed
I cry myself to sleep while isolated in my room
I am emotionaly confused and ******** lonely.

I understand tears are a sign of weakness and unnecissary
I say life is full of consequences on every ******** choice you make
I dream of becoming my True Self instead of this Mundane
I try to make it through each day unscathed by the hatred
I hope to figure things out
I am emotionaly confused and ******** lonely.