Yeah...
So anyway, yesterday I was texting Tim, and he brought up that he wants to give ... another chance.
Now, one side of me said:
Well, that's nice hope it goes well!
But another side of me said:
RED FLAG RED FLAG RED FLAG...
But I smiled and said that was good.
Granted, I do feel like that,
But, maybe I shoulda said something...
And it didn't help that this morning I woke up and read all of those messages again and remembered one of the messages I had saved on my old phone before I lost it:
"Omg,
C pisses me of!
But whatever it's officially over.
Slap me HARD if I go back on this."
Idk...
And about 5 minutes ago, I told him:
"You know no matter what, I'll support you, but are you sure?"
And he confidently said yes.
A bit of a relief, but also, a small bit of a "wtf?" moment.
However, I've decided I'm knida glad he's gonna go through with it.
I really do hope it goes over well.
Am I being a bad bestie?
:/
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