Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Sigh...
This sucks.
This ******** sucks.

I'm so damn sick of being alone. But no one really interests me.
I know that I shouldn't have to worry, but...
I miss Tim.
I mean, like I said, I have some of the most awesome friends here.
But, I can never have as much fun with them as I do with him.
It probably doesn't help that I've seen him the past 3 times I've come home.
Maybe that's why when I didn't talk extensively to him for that short month or so I didn't feel as bored and lonely as I do now...
UGH!
Now don't get me wrong, I'm still having a blast...
And homework usually rules my life...
I'm just...
Homesick?
But not for my familial home.
But for the home with my friends...
And I've held this next comment in for a while:
Why is it that he got pissed when I didn't text him but heaven forbid he text me for once.
It's not that hard...
But I digress...

I guess I just miss that secure feeling of being able to wake up, know that if I wanted to, I could drive on over, spend a kickass time there, and not necessarily have to leave until I wanted to.
I can't really do that here.
Everyone has homework...
Or this...
Or that...
I just feel lonely...
And somewhat unloved...