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Today has been an odd day for me. Not a bad odd, like I just got kicked out of school for nothing, but in a good way. I just realized several things today that i haven't really took into consideration before. I realized that life can work itself in several ways, even if you don't want it to.

The beginning of the day was the same. Go to math class, do some homework, and listen to the teacher give her lecture. Bell rings, and I go to my next block class, ect. But then, everything started to blur right at me, and i realized what was happening. I was thinking about everything that has happened in my life. I always say that I'm stupid, idiotic, retarded, insane, ugly, ect. But if I take a look at everything around me, I would start to see that I'm actually an intelligent person, when I want/choose to be, and that I'm a very lucky person.

I have several friends that accept me for who I am. I'm born into a family that isn't rich, yet isn't poor either. I live in a wonderful place, a place that some people wish to live all of their lives, but can never go to. I'm surrounded by people who won't judge me by looking at me. And I think that I've found the love of my life.

Off of this matter. Today in my 3rd block class, I was walking around the gym with two other friends, and I was talking to one of them about a specific matter. I was telling her that if I got married to the guy I'm dating right now (Hellion Black, for everyone who doesn't know) , that she could be my maid-of-honor. She was very happy, and when she was leaning over to give me a hug, a saw a basketball fly past my head and hit my other friend in the nose, bounce off, and hit me in the arm. My friend and I rushed to help her out, and saw that her nose was bleeding. So our teacher had to go and help her, and when the teacher came back in, I asked if she was ok, almost about to cry. She's ok, and I'll be ok.

I'll write the rest later.