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Daddy, I love you
But when you start spinning stories to make me look bad
I forget why

Daddy, I really love you
But when you yell at me when I’m trying my hardest to help
Sometimes, I forget

I love you, Daddy
I just don’t love how you turn my good deed into a snide filled drama story
And I sometimes forget when you yell at me for being stupid
I really do try

Daddy,
I’m not stupid
This is how I am

Daddy,
I’m not being retarded
I really think it’s funny

Daddy,
When you suddenly stop laughing and start getting mean
I forget the daddy I grew up with

The one who held me
The one who said it’d be okay
The one who said you love me forever
You were what I wanted to be

I don’t know what happen to him,
Maybe in your fear of losing everything
You lost the one thing I needed
(Reassurance, support, just showing you cared)

Daddy, you use to be so nice
So caring
So… what a daddy use to be
Where did he go?