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Clarissa: It's Valentine's Day! 8D

Melanie: 8D

Emily: D8

Clarissa: Just a few more hours, Emily and then, you know what! 8D

Melanie: How exciting!

Clarissa: It's like the final countdown! How you feelin', Emily?

Emily: Sick in the pit of my stomach.

Clarissa: Why?

Emily: What if I ask stupid questions? What if I flake out and fall flat on my face? What if I snort when I'm laughing?!

Clarissa: First of all, your IQ is like uh, well you're smarter than Grace, Ark and Eleanor combined. Secondly, you won't fall flat on your face because you're a soldier. Third, you don't snort. You barely ever laugh.

Emily: I suppose you're right, Clarissa.

Melanie: I hope everything goes well for you, tonight, Lady Emily. <3

Emily: Thank you, Melanie. I hope things go better than expected though. I'm only concerned of letting him down...

Clarissa: Well if you love him, you won't. 8D

Emily: Love him? D8

Clarissa: Yep. Even if you're unsure of that right now, you've got the rest of yall's lives to figure it out.

Emily: What if I can't? What if I'm too afraid and take too long? Then he'd just give up on me and move onto someone more deserving...

Melanie: You musn't think that way! Your feelings may be conflicted as of now, but I'm sure given tonight's oppertunity and possibly the days that are soon to pass, you'll begin to realize what we've realized for years. :3

Clarissa: Yeah, it took me about a few months to accept the fact that I loved Tangora after about a year or so of friendship. I was scared that I'd scare him off but as it turned out, he loved me too! 8D

Emily: Eh, do you really think he loves me?

Melanie: Well, that's for you to find out. *nod*

Emily: *ears perk up and get red* Huh...I'm just scared that this is too sudden...I don't want to push him away or turn him away though. I care about him and...urgh...too many variables.

Clarissa: You care about him cause you love him. :3

Emily: >_>

Melanie: Don't worry. Like we said, even if you don't feel deeply like that now, but know there's something strong there in your heart, you'll know soon enough.

Emily: There is something there. It bothers me though. I don't want to be hurt again if I give in to my feelings..