Now I must ask all those who know me
"Do I truly matter to you? Or am I just your toy?
Am I really that one you care for? Or does my suffering bring you glee?"
Tis a simple thing I ask for, to be loved for who I am... A pervy boy.
Yet when I ask for help you look away and ignore!
You chuckle and laugh as if it's something to mock!
You look at me with such annoyed eyes, into my heart they bore!
You should know what I am, I am a man!
Not your ******** punching bag, or plaything!
I try to live and do all I can!
But people like you rant and rave and make my ears ring...
I want you all to look me in the eye and say you care...
If you can't, leave now, go away, you should keep back
If you do... Don't leave me hanging, cold and bare
Be by my side... Just don't stab me in the back...
I love my gf, she and my couin are all I have had...
Though, that doesn't permit them to avoid my test,
Instead I'd like them to be with me, through the good and bad.
Of the people who TRULY care... They are the best <3
Alright... Enough poetry...
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read the damn title above >.<
if anything goes right, i will say
if anything goes wrong, i will say
any questions???
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People arn't really known for greatness,
But for what?
Selfishness.
Again, like yourself.
You ask us to care for you,
Yet, do you care for us?
Be honest with yourself, Leon.
My friend once told me something wise;
Just because they arn't a good friend to you,
Doesn't mean you shouldn't be a good friend to them.
Maybe I'm speaking from experience...
With people.
With you.
I think you cared...
Sometimes.
I think you just...
Weren't the best at showing it.
Maybe if my friend had told me that sooner...
We would still be friends.
Maybe if you tried harder,
If I tried less.
Or...
Maybe I was just trying for the wrong thing.
Who knows?