Today was sad.
Laura was my friend and POOF were not friends.
It really takes for granted what you really have.
Its sad when friends fight because you begin to get a new philosophy of life and it can be quite depressing. When you're scared you remember what scars you and causes trauma. When you fight you remember the good times you've sacrificed in the process.
You think about your affection (a big word for love) for each other, like sisters or brothers. You live with this burden in train of thought. You begin to grasp when sadness is extreme. We try to fix this guilt... This hole in your heart, but it cannot be fixed. You will carry this burden until you make up or begin to loosen up and realize how wrong you were in the fight, as you grow older, you form a new outlook on friendships and relationships and bonds with each other.
Laura and I have made up, but the bond is weak. My heart is suffering deeply and I wish that I could have stopped where I had gone wrong.
Remember these words and be forewarned:
Life is brutal, life is unloved at times, as friendships fade, your life with them has died, like roses slowly withering.
· Wed Mar 31, 2010 @ 04:22am · 0 Comments