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And with me being myself, I must add in my serious journal.

I was starting to think about abuse, mental or physical. My choir teacher was talking to our class about bullying today. And it hurts to hear the truth. People die from bullying. People die from abuse. And sometimes, it's not someone pretty much killing another person, it's that person hurting themselves. They bully themselves.
E.G. I personally don't like myself... I think I'm fat and ugly and that I should just stop eating and stop going to school. I bully myself all the time.

And then there's the bullying that really touched my heart... Abuse in the home...
My friend Andy, her sister was abused to death by her father. Listening to her story of how she witnessed the killing was heartbreaking... He threw her to the wall... It smashed her skull... By the time the cops were there, it was too late... She was gone forever... No breath...

If This Is The End

I could never understand the sudden will
That took this all away
That took this all away

I thought I had it all but where was your hand
When I needed
You

I guess you're too perfect
Who cares?
Lead the way to where
My body's dying

It's too late
You repeat
I'm not dead
Not yet

If this is the end then where's the endless light?
Still I, I believe no one, no one
And if this isn't hell, then I'm afraid to know what is
Hear me, hear me out.