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Teenage Emily: Clarissa, what is it like to be inlove?

Clarissa: *blinks and thinks a bit* Well, kiddo, it's the most amazing feeling in the world. =D

Emily: What is it like specifically? What does it feel like?

Clarissa: It feels like everything's gonna be alright. It's like every sense of anxiety and lonliness is completely wiped away and replaced with happiness and this warm feeling in the pit of your stomach.

Emily: That sounds nice...

Clarissa: It is...it really is. I remember when I first realized I loved Tangora, it made me kinda scared for a long while. I thought he was way too good for me and that he wouldn't return the feelings but that just wasn't true apparently. *smiles* He loved me too and he showed it in the most wierd ways but I always knew that it was his little way of showing affection.

Emily: What do you mean?

Clarissa: He ruffled my hair alot for one. Nudged my side every now and then and would smile at me. Then when he was being obvious, he'd rub my shoulder or my back. Or a few times, he'd push my hair behind my ears and talk to me really gently...Then, when he wasn't being obvious he just had so many quirks about him that drawn me to him. Like the way he'd swirl his metal finger in his drink when he was getting ready to ******** someone up. Haha...or like, when he'd have this look of content it was like, I dunno, just something about it that made me feel comfortable. The way he'd stand infront of me when he felt I was being threatened. He's very overprotective, now that I think about it. Hehe.

Emily: He sounds like he was a good man.

Clarissa: Well, he was. He probably didn't agree, but I can see right through him. *nods* We spent countless years with eachother, even before marriage. Which by the way, was the most cutest proposal ever!

Emily: What happened?

Clarissa: There were a number of things. Like the snowball fights, the tag games, then Christmas day when he gave me a book on Alchemy and then nervously gave me a small box with a ring inside! Hehehe he had this little notw folded up inside that said, "Marry Me?" on it. I nearly squee'd. I think the best part about being with him is that I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not...I can be myself and know he won't judge me.

Emily: I wish I had someone like that...I think I would be infinitely happier..

Clarissa: Well, you will one day. You'll get your very own Tangora. Er, not sure if he'll be like him, but ya know, he'll love ya and want to be with ya all the time. 8D

Emily: Hmm.. *frowns*

Clarissa: Eh...Hey! Why don't you and I practice that stunt I showed ya ontop of the roof? C'mon!

Emily: Um, alright, I suppoe I have enough time before I have to finish studying. *follows the ghost-like figure*

Clarissa: Plenty of time for studying! Let's go jump off some rooftops!

Emily: Eh...